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"He was holding me..."
You can watch my video testimony here:
-He was stroking my hair as if to tell me that I was beautiful. I was thinking "How can you think I'm beautiful? I'm wearing pajamas, I have bed head, and I've gained weight." But he didn't see any of that.
1 Peter 3:3-4
“Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold jewelry or fine clothes. Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.”
God's pure love was pouring out of him.
There were no regrets, no judgements. Just God's PURE love pouring out of him. I remember thinking "I finally have that unconditional love I always wanted from him" I've never experienced that kind of love before. There was no selfishness in it, and it was as if nothing in the past mattered anymore.
1 Corinthians 13
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.
He was sooo happy!!
I can't even explain how happy he was. It was almost a childlike happiness, yet he was so complete.
“I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.”– John 15:11
A woman placed a plate of food down in front of me on the table.
The people that were there were communicating to me "It's okay...your job is done. We're here to take care of you now."
Psalm 23: The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.